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Thursday, November 03, 2005 @2:51 PM

'oh where oh where has my mika darlin gone?oh where can she be-

i am mika sick!!!oh no!!!went ecp with the rest yest. was sitting at the breakwaters when i saw a Qantas plane!!!frm melbourne, australia??but mika wasn't in it anws!!!!!*sighz-

1st nov.at night
was sitting on my bed looking out of my window!can't sleep!!watching the lightning bolts faraway, out at sea i think?!the lightning bolts were orange and you can see tt it actually struck all the way to the grd!cool right!!!dunnoe why but i found the lightnings thought provoking and yet calming at the same time!wierd huh?!spend half the night watching the night storm and listening to planetshakers!!!!till i finally fell asleep!!

2nd nov.
was suppose to be a cell outing to ecp!!but not the whole cell was there!!!we were late!!!!heehees(:oops!saw gwen, shi yu and oompa loompa working there at macs!heehees(:went to kajiao them!!!heehees(:gwen still owes me 36 cups of water!and oompa loompa so poor thing!!sitting at the drive in booth alone!!poor girl soo loner!heehees(:went over to the usual area to meet penny and meifang!!!played games!and den we sat at the breakwaters!was looking at the beautiful part of the sky part the couple was blocking my view!!!!:( bleahx!!!:P pasir ris tt side had dark scary clouds!heehees(:realised tt its always tt side!dunnoe why also?!heehees(: there was lightning there!!!heehees(:so i was watching the lightning AGAIN!!heehees(:but this time its not orange!!too bad!heehees(:drawing on the sand den talk! jas told penny!!!heehees(:so proud of her for being so truthful and strong and courageous at the same time!heehees(:finally penny knows something!she so poor thing!so many stuffs we hide frm her!!during the talk!i realised something!humans are damn wierd!!it was actually a very simple matter...nothing big to worry abt yet we being humans actually went to worry ourselves with it! issit bcos humans find life too boring i dunnoe!but i noe tt we love to worry ourselves!wierd!!!heehees(:

'when HE conquered the world, He conquered all the probs!so there is no need for us to worry!He put us in this world, not to punish us cos He loves us but to spread and make HIS WORD and LOVE known to all!!HE will never make life difficult for us like how our mortal father wants our life to smooth sailing!so everytime we walk into darkness ourselves and hurt ourselves, HE weeps and hurts too!!everytime this happens, He stretches out His hands to us, wanting us to go back to HIM again!!